
This man is my god.
I thought this was over. I thought you were gone and if you’d come back I thought I’d be over this… Over you. But I’m not , no god forbid something would go my way! And now these feelings ripping me apart and I just can’t deal with all this again! Someone kill me before it gets worse?
So I know not many people will read this but it’s something I’ve been meaning to , it’s my rant about love and all that shit in general! So I know I’m young and really don’t know much about it and from my short time in love it was amazing , the best time I’ve had in years but when when it fails due to circumstance, people or just feelings fading but unless both people involved are over it then it’s just fucking shit! Mostly just self hatred and just ripping your own head apart and really it makes no sense to my why a person would do this to themselves! And on top of that why can’t a person stop like another at your own choice?! It’s our emotions yet we can’t control them? Just mind rapes me everytime I try work it out! Any advice would be great! Right rant over thanks.